Friday, August 19, 2016

Confessions Pt. 3

"I'm just a soul whose intentions are good. Oh, Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood." These are the Confessions of a Misunderstood Girl.

I've never, ever, fit in. I mean like, never. Loner. Weird. The outcast.

It's unsettling. Not having a choice in whether or not people want to interact with me.  The assumptions, the whispers, the ultimate hurt and disappointment. 

So, what are my confessions?

I don't always know that I'm being "different." To me, I'm truly being myself. And, so many people get offended by me being me. I have a secret for everyone though, that's a personal problem.

Isolation can be frightening. Yes, I enjoy being alone and I am an advocate for "me time". But. Sometimes, I stay to myself too much for too long. Sometimes I just need someone to say, "Hey, we're going somewhere." Don't ask, do tell.

Awkward. Things that general public deems the norm normally makes me all, awkward. Like things as simple as parties, or cookouts, are just enough to send me running into my shell. I get really out of whack and it is not good. But I can't help it.

I'd like to be more of a people person. I honestly and truly would. The thing is, I just don't know how. And when someone tries to teach me, they only show me what they want me to do and just.. no.

I guess my point here is, I'm a sweetheart. I'm just an awkward one.

The plus, I get to spend time to myself finding out who I truly am. I have that quiet time to learn all the things that I can about anything that I choose, it's awesome.

Signed, Misunderstood

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